September 4th, 2006

Current Music: Call me when you're sober Current Location: lindsay's house in CA Subject: oh wow Time: 02:27 pm Current Mood: indifferent

ok really. has it been FOREVER since i've written in my livejournal. i swear, i forget about it like no other. now that i've started writing, i'm kinda already bored so... ~dating guy named brod ~in california going to school ~cool with everyone i know ~yes, even julie. we still dont really talk though ¡Mucho amor y recuerda "es verdadero con todos usted sabe!"

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November 6th, 2005

Current Music: "Teary Eyed"- Missy Elliot Subject: i was basically just told that i was crazy Time: 10:19 pm Current Mood: hurt

have you ever tried to do the right thing. tried to help ur really close friend see that the person they think that they are in love with is just an asshole. o u'll like this one meredith. britney told me how much of a bad guy josh was and went i told ashley that she needed to either go talk to josh or britney to see how he really felt about her, britney acted like she had no idea what i was talking about. and then "someone" decided to ask me "robyn, are you ok" like i would make shit up because obviously thats just the kind of person i am. i love to cause drama, i love too see my friends get all worked up for no reason and i have to say thati absolutely love being called nuts. it truly is fantastic. and to think thats why i wanted to come back home. to decatur, because my friends there are great. no they actually just broke my heart. i understand people change but wow, this is different. o too everyone that knew about the julie/robyn split, yeah we talked the other day. it went ok but im not feeling it. i dont think i want her in my life anymore. not that i dont like her or i think shes a bad person, but im just letting her go. hmm, so see u guys in two weeks for a happy fuckin thanksgiving!

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October 29th, 2005

Current Music: Slow Wind- R. Kelly Subject: my feelings are hurt :( Time: 02:06 pm Current Mood: sad

so i am at breakfast today and this girl and i are talking and shes telling me how shes from north virginia and then she asks me "so where are you from?" and before i can respond shes like "o ur from the south right?" and im like yeah (thinking that she could probably tell from my accent or something). i ask her how did she know and she does "BECAUSE YOU DRESS LIKE YOU'RE FROM THE SOUTH. YOU CAN TELL THAT YOU ARE NOT FROM THE METROPOLITAN AREA!!!!" talk about making me upset really fast. that is the frist time ive ever been told that. i mean granted that i dont dress nicely all the time but i never thought that it looked like i was from the south. dont get me wrong I LOVE ALABAMA and miss it so much, but still, i dont wanna be told that i dress like im from there. ugh, i need some time to think about what i need to do so i dont hear this again...

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September 19th, 2005

Subject: This one goes out to Kourtney Ivey! Time: 06:58 pm Current Mood: sick

Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide No escape from reality Open your eyes Look up to the skies and see I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy Because I'm easy come, easy go A little high, little low Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me, to me Mama, just killed a man Put a gun against his head Pulled my trigger, now he's dead Mama, life had just begun But now I've gone and thrown it all away Mama, ooo Didn't mean to make you cry If I'm not back again this time tomorrow Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters Too late, my time has come Sends shivers down my spine Body's aching all the time Goodbye everybody - I've got to go Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth Mama, ooo - (anyway the wind blows) I don't want to die I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all I see a little silhouetto of a man Scaramouch, scaramouch will you do the fandango Thunderbolt and lightning - very very frightening me Gallileo, Gallileo, Gallileo, Gallileo, Gallileo Figaro - magnifico But I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me He's just a poor boy from a poor family Spare him his life from this monstrosity Easy come easy go - will you let me go Bismillah! No - we will not let you go - let him go Bismillah! We will not let you go - let him go Bismillah! We will not let you go - let me go Will not let you go - let me go (never) Never let you go - let me go Never let me go - ooo No, no, no, no, no, no, no - Oh mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me for me for me So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye So you think you can love me and leave me to die Oh baby - can't do this to me baby Just gotta get out - just gotta get right outta here Ooh yeah, ooh yeah Nothing really matters Anyone can see Nothing really matters - nothing really matters to me Anyway the wind blows...

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September 15th, 2005

Current Music: "Buddy Holly"-Weezer Time: 03:24 pm Current Mood: thirsty

Take the quiz: "Which Horror Movie Are You?" The Shining You are a lonley person, with a lack of things to keep yourself occupied with. You have a day to day schedule, with all work and no play. You're fed up with the everyday life, and are craving an adventure, or atleast anything to get you out of where you are. You feel as though you are suffocating where you are right now - and you need to break free. DEFINATELY TRUE! GOTTA GET OUT OF HOLLINS AND THE SOUTH!!

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September 10th, 2005

Current Music: "Warning Sign"- Coldplay Time: 06:59 pm Current Mood: relaxed

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August 30th, 2005

Subject: Another year in the hell hole Time: 09:29 pm Current Mood: irritated

Well guys I'm back at school and boy am I unhappy. Once again i live in a dorm with no air!! and it is soo humid up here. HELLO, i live in alabama and my hair never EVER gets frizzy. I have been here for 3 days and my hair has been wet the entire time. i cant even begin to express how much this bothers me. I should have known that this was gonna be bad from the traffic jam my mom and i got caught up in on the way to school. here we are, only 30 miles south of roanoke and we get stuck in this horrible traffic that leaves us to a stand still for a little over 2 hours(literally!). This 18-wheeler like feel over and tore apart. The guy died soo thats very sad. When we finally got here my friends boyfriend was helping me move my stuff in and dropped my tv on my friends bed, fell over and hit the wall. It was a total accident and i felt so bad for him because he felt so bad, but now there is a hole in the wall that i have to pay for with money that i don't have. Later on that night, i started having an anxiety attack over "God only knows"(but im sure it has something to do with me coming back to hollins) and had me throwing up and becoming a total basket case. Needless to say, i got wasted the next night(last night) and have been so sick all day today. i already know that this is going to be a very long year. oh and my roomie, well shes been pretty cool but since ive been a bad mood, a lot of stuff she does just bothers me. but its so not her fault so i won't get on her nuts...We don't even wanna begin to talk about all the stuff that i forgot to bring to school and now have to wait on...... I do not know what to do with myself. I wanna cry all the time and am totally imbalanced. and its not even the whole "o you miss decatur and all your friends" kinda thing. all i wanna do is just go to class, do the work, do my work study, go to parties and get my ass out of here. the whole socializing in the dining hall and in the dorms just makes me so angry. i just don't wanna be bothered with people who are happy to be here. they drive me crazy sometimes. just thinking that im not gonna get away from this place until november makes me want to stand in front of an oncoming train. i never knew that i could be so unsatisfied with life until i came to this place. not that this place is all bad. some people think that there is no greater place than this campus and thats cool and all but if this isn't your scene it could completely kill your spirit and cause you to be in constant disgust. Anyways, now that i have expressed my pessimistic thoughts, im gonna go. i thought talking about it might make me feel a little more at ease (cause you know, thats what they say. "talking about it will make you feel better), but today it doesn't. i still feel horrible.

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May 10th, 2005

Subject: we are starting the countdown! Time: 06:38 pm Current Mood: drained

3 days from this time and ill be almost home. ill be on the state line of alabama and tennessee!!! today was my lsat day of classes and that is totally awesome. its going to be a long and busy next three days...well more like the next two. i have two exams (at 9 and 2) on thursday and one on friday at 10:30 (which i will be coming home RIGHT after im finished with it. tomorrow is the history department party and it is going to be awesome. last semester was amazing. for my friends at home who dont know what it is, in a nutshell, you get wasted with classmates and professors and the professors buy it all. pretty cool huh. im off to go workout. * by the way, whats up with the "mood" thing have awake as an option? obviously im awake or i wouldnt be writing in this journal"*

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May 9th, 2005

Current Music: Round Here -Counting Crows, Rich Girl-Gwen Stefani Subject: wrapping everything up Time: 03:28 pm Current Mood: refreshed

I finally got my money. The girl that was suppose to pay me back left her wallet in my car and it had all off this important stuff she need (insurance and shit). And then i was all like ill give you ur wallet when you give me my gas money.....she only gave me 5 dollars. i was sooo pissed. but at least it was something. i am about to go to bank of america to cover some money so i dont have over draft fees. tonight i have to finish my history of photography paper and i am not too excited about that. i got an "a" on my spanish test so that means i get to drink with a special someone. my boss (who is the greatest) took me and my work study pal out to eat and she made me a cake for my birthday because its next week and i wont be here and today was my last day at work. the food and cake was soooo good. but i couldnt eat all the cake so i shared it with people all around campus. i am such a nice person.

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May 8th, 2005

Current Music: The Hardest Thing -98 Degrees Subject: !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Time: 04:10 pm Current Mood: pissed off

I am going to be home in 5 days!!! I cannot wait to get out of Virginia. I would not recommend that anyone come to this state...or at least Roanoke. There is nothing her and it's soooooo cool. Yesterday it finally got into the high 60's, which is like the warmest its been all spring...crazy huh. alot different from that humid alabama weather. Dont you guys just love my picture of adam and rachel shopping in L.A. I love rachel shes awesome, i cant wait until her and adam get married (dont you love how im talking about them like i know them?!)anyways, i am suppose to be writing a paper for my history of photography paper so im gonna get back to that.....o yeah, i need to talk about some skank hoes really quick. i let some friends of my borrow my car to go pick up this other girl from work about a week ago. i had a little less than half a tank of gas in my car when i gave it to them and when i got it back, i had less than a fourth (it was an eighth). i was like, what the hell? lets try to be considerate. and now the bitches dont wanna pay me back some gas money and i need it by like tonight because i need to put it into my bank account before something else i bought goes through. anyways, im going for real now!!!!!

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May 7th, 2005

Subject: YEAH Time: 01:49 am Current Mood: drunk

i am sooooo wasted. so like i was partying in my friends roon( who is my roomie next year) and someone called the cops so me and 15 other people had to leave very quickly and then we went to this other party. it was alot of fun and it was a good turn out. i cant type because i cant see the letters clearly. i feel like im about to throw-up. anyways, so at this party the dj was playing this stuff that was the shit. it was awesome. meredith called me today and that was kinda cool. ill be home next week. i cantr wait. anyways, i would LOVE to write more but im so trashed it is ridiculous. i cant believe im in the lab, writing in my livejournal, drunk, and aloneant 2 i the morning. boy am i gonna fell this. Robyn Have much sex!!! it burns calories!!! women who have orgasms are healthier and happier than the women who dont...so if u dont have a man, thats ok...fuck yourself. all will be well!

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May 5th, 2005

Current Music: Perfect Blue Buildings -Counting Crows Time: 04:41 pm Current Mood: busy

My school finally got facebook. I guess that's a good thing. Everyone was so damn excited! Well I'm about to go back to ALABAMA in a little over a week! yeah!!

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April 20th, 2005

Current Music: jack shit Subject: blah Time: 04:05 pm Current Mood: tired

I'm thinking about getting a myspace...why am I still coming back to this? Today is the day that we get to pick out our dorm room for next year. should be fun... o, i just bought the cutest tshirt. i would type it up here but for all of you at home who read this, would ruin the surprise for when i come home... in less than a month. woop woop. Oh by the way...HAPPY 4/20 BITCHES!!!

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April 19th, 2005

Time: 07:16 pm Current Mood: indifferent

so how glad are you all that i finally wrote someting in here? guessits sad that i have had this account for forever and am just now writing in it. anyways, thats all, i write all my other stuff elsewhere. plus if i wrote in her, it would only be boring because i would leave out off the good stuff i do.something about other people reading ur stuff disturbs me. prolly cause ppl talk.

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